In the wake of the emotions that almost consumed me today I sat in the deep realisation of just how deeply one can lose themselves even in the smallest of emotions, a single feeling that creeps in gradually, slowly consuming your day, sucking the very joy out of your day, where yesterday you walked with a face full of smiles and contentment and today you are lost in feelings of “Why am I even alive, what is the purpose of all of this, why am I feeling this way”. How debilitating must it be when one moment you are completely content with life and the next you are ready to sign out, how deep must depression be, how sad must it be for those completely captured within this daily fight to remain in the light, one minute in complete control and the next completely content in closing the chapter on this existence.
As an observer I allow myself to feel these emotions, I observe the continuous chaos that evolves throughout the day completely aware that it is not who I am, that I am in the middle of a breaking of alignment and now I need to find ways to realign myself. The beauty about Eckhart Tolle and the like is that they speak so profoundly about these dysfunctions or moments of misalignment, where one loses control temporarily and that we should bathe in the acceptance of the present moment, that it simply does not quantify the full beautiful life one has lived and one will continue to live when this moment passes.
We hurry to find cures to these things, maybe if I ate ill feel better, maybe if I slept ill feel better, maybe if I went out with my friends it will go away when in actuality all that is necessary is to link into that realisation that it is okay not to be okay and that this too shall pass, Our minds are designed so intricately that even to this day we don’t have a complete view of its processes but within our minds lies a switch that wishes to be turned on, this switch feeds into all our dysfunctions it speaks of all our destructive desires, in essence its sole purpose is to allow us to exist within the sadness, the void, the pain, the negativity, within those feelings it wishes for us to destroy ourselves.
I’m an advocate for people fighting to live, for people conquering themselves and pushing on and experiencing this life in totality. I am a believer that all the forces trying to destroy us are energies beyond our comprehension that we step into a certain energy and it feed off our insecurities, all our fears and dysfunctions and slowly eats away at our happiness and hope, our will to live and our ability to keep the light on. Ultimately Ego and these Auras that surround us are sensitive radars that are continuously at work around us . So in the midst of my moment today I stepped back and reassessed the situation from a spiritual point of view, I consulted with people I love and within time I experienced a weight lifting off my shoulders and my Energy felt cleansed, within these moments we need to have spiritual soldiers, soul mates that realign us with our lives and show us that the dysfunction is merely a virus trying to destroy our database.
We as individuals need to link into these feelings and emotions within the people around us and follow whatever necessary procedures we have at our disposal to realign our friends and family because in all honesty these energies or viruses or emotions, dysfunctions are desperately trying to destroy the ones we love and add to the suicidal statistics, unfortunately not everyone is enlightened, not everybody is empowered and strong enough to face these things on their own, we need to mirror to them the love that surrounds them on a daily basis. With the chaotic evolution of life and technology that is speeding up yearly we are finding people are losing the ability to maintain themselves in this space, everything been too overwhelming, dysfunctions having so many different outlets to further depress and supress our happiness, we find children trying to keep up with trends and failing and in that disappointment committing suicide, kids trying to be the best athlete and by failing unable to accept the defeat and so ultimately resorting to suicide, depression statistics are ever increasing because the virus has mutated and been given so many outlets to destroy us that our minds, souls, energies, auras bodies just cant seem to keep up, people are getting sicker and sicker, mental disorders increasing the list is endless but not a single soul digs deeper and speaks about the root of all these issues, we always subscribe medication but never get to the diagnosis right.
The storm of thoughts and theories and possibilities are having the ultimate party in my mind, im constantly conscious always curious because for me there exists more within all the layers, I cannot seem to accept mediocre answers and explanations, there are dimensions and vibrational frequencies we have yet to tap into and they seem to be playing a part in this life. We are spiritual but I believe we are yet to truly discover the depths of just how unique and spirit based we are. We need to align ourselves to whatever God Source we believe in and allow them to continuously cleanse us as we walk this path towards enlightenment and further growth. Protect those you love, serve those who need help and be a light within the darkness. Our collective united pursuit for freedom and enlightenment will create a future beyond even our imagination.